November 2011
It drives me insane
When people apologize and they don’t know what for. They just say “sorry for whatever I did to piss you off”. Tell me what you’re sorry for cause until you realize what you did, the apology doesn’t mean shit. Maybe that’s my stubbornness but to me, the word ‘sorry’ has a meaning to it and if you don’t know why you’re saying it then it has...
So I’m sitting here talking to the kids I nanny about christmas. The five year old is telling me how hes asking santa for a bunch of presents. So cute how he believes in santa. Sad thing is, when I was his age that was when my cousin ruined everything and told me santa wasn’t real. Oh, the dreams of little children…so innocent.
I should really work on getting better sleep at night instead of only getting 3-4 hours a night. Thank you boyfriend for keeping me up. Now, it’s time for work.
Watchyushikun:
Lucas Perez’s Garage Autohero R32 Skyline GTS-T
Thanksgiving
Is never a good holiday for me anymore. Bring on the depressing memories, good memories and the tears. Don’t get me wrong, definitely grateful for what I do have, its just the holiday time when I wish my family was back together now. I’m thankful for the friends and family I do have. I just can’t believe it’s already been three years today….
R.I.P. mom
